Introduction To my My Story

Introduction

My name is Timothy T Talley Jr, I was born into a Christian home in Gardena, Los Angeles County. I am the second of four children growing up in Long Beach to Los Angeles. Walking the journey of life you come to the question is God real and what is life all about. I always wondered how to get to him or if he was listening. Growing up in the church I'd always hear people talk about God as well as speaking to him. God even spoke to people in the bible as I was raised to understand. From a young age barely starting elementary I was curious to hear the voice of God learning it was the wisdom of our existence in which we as humans would have a creator coming to terms as individuals whether or not we would accept the concept if we had a conscious over our own. I think it was that curiosity that took me on the path to seek God for my life slowly understanding myself along with who God was. Growing up I imagined God as a being who sat above all else. Not to say I never made mistakes in that it put me on a path on knowing the creator was always there for me even in my wrongs that he’d never turn his back on me as God would never leave creation being commented on his success to exceed its own expectation of reality. I was always an observer trying to understand the world around me. I sought after God to change my behavior in the aspect of his character that my character may reflect his building morale within myself to reflect who I wanted to be as a person. Learning God’s attribute taught me to align my thinking with his standards giving me as a person the intent to build the strength to be able to stand up for what is right admitting what is right as well as wrong even when I’m in the wrong raising the stand of reality for myself and other’s. Not realizing my own unique attributes I focused on myself which led me to a conscious map to the very peace I was searching for. I had to see what I was searching for as a human being acknowledging what I was born in contrary to my natural physique in addition to my conscious state of mind managing my being in who I am. I had to put in perspective what was right along with wrong in my perception of being whether it would be a choice of depletion or preservation. Seeing things differently you handle things differently. Your parents are your first influences when you're born but from a kid, I knew even they had obstacles in being human beings. Understanding that everyone had obstacles helped me appreciate that they were doing the best they could in it placing God-like standards in my life because your parents can only take you so far. It is my duty as a human being to pinpoint who I am in any given situation not to compromise my standards building integrity placing the character in who, what, and where I want to be. Being raised as a christian I believe God is the true direction in life. When you get a certain age you have to realize that it takes self-accountability to get you to the vision you desire for yourself. I was taught you have to make your own decisions and know you're not alone. So in knowing that it makes you reflect on everything you were taught as a kid in addition to the history of what affects me consciously. I had to understand the effect of pain in how along with why it was afflicted acknowledging the source of in which it derives from in which it was from a natural place of not knowing or out of deliberate curiosity and/or deliberated spitefulness. As parents, you try to teach your kids about what you know/think is right assisting in making life choices being able to accept, admit, as well as consciously apply the algorithmic truth to your own personal being. As human beings we are faced with obstacles that can give flaw to our moral character and sometimes not to realize our power to affect others it is important to not compromise what keeps your function of being a decent human being caring on the responsibility of yourself as well as the integrity of your species. Being a kid I didn't know how to explain or express which can put a person in a deep lonely state of mind at times gaining the understanding that you had to have an open-door policy to let people in so they may understand themselves who you are and what you are dealing with. Lack of understanding of myself made me feel others didn't understand me. Even though I knew I have my family support it didn't take away that feeling. Now that I'm older I understand that I'm never alone. Being open to conversation allows you to explore yourself along with joining the social conversations of existence being able to respect someone else’s opinion allowing space to close out aspects that hinder human growth.

In addition, I was taught to live this life, you are never alone that God will never leave you nor forsake you because he never left the side of creation giving me the side of knowing if I can remember to create a place where I spend time with him through elaborating my life. With this aspect, I created with my imagination a go-to space where I was able to imagine a place where I can elaborate the right and wrong of life through the eye of the creator building morale wisdom of existence. In my journey the more you seek God with all your heart the more knowledge of the creator is revealed as I studied my character in addition to the character of the creator. In my early teens, I already established that a lot of people's hearts are not in the right place. I asked God to make my heart like his because I didn't want to be like everyone else. It doesn't mean you're not going to make mistakes or fall it just means you're going to go through a long process of optimism shaping you into how life sees you as well as how you see yourself. Going through pain and failure is a part of life it is up to us on how we react to what affects us. I've learned it's less about religion and more about a relationship with yourself. On this path of discovery, you have to understand that learning what, who, and where you are is apart of your human inheritance. In the knowledge gained through individuals looking to break educational barriers which could be physical, technological, systemic, financial, or attitudinal. In this, we were looking for answers leading to where and how we came to be giving us the question how did the creation of us come to be? In this study, we looked to the sun which to this day gives us life as well as light giving the next question how does creation derive from the light? As I took the attitudinal approach I realized that living beings are evidence that light has characteristics. In this I quote that I see light so I speak it in it must I think it thus I am light. I must seek an understanding of myself from my heart’s perspective in which my time derives from in it opening my mind to appreciate the life given in addition to the maintenance of my being becoming a resource to life. I've always had the heart to help people in a way it would give them a different perspective of life’s circumstances. I feel it's in our will in life to help each other sort through our obstacles because we are all on a journey by elaborating on what preserves us in a circumstance. We do this by passing on the knowledge we've collected in our personal journeys whether it is knowledge of depletion and/or preservation. It is imperative that we analyze along with utilize the collective information identified as essential in the sense of what can be practical in everyday life experience. We have to focus on what differences are being accumulated to narrow down what effects are being had. The issue is not the lack thereof but the lack of how you function which brings self-sufficiency building the brain’s capacity to operate on a healthy energetic perspective giving truth to itself. The division is not from the idealism of our origin of God nor of a lack of understanding our origin of being but the lack of optimism of being. Suggestive that differences don't matter if it doesn't get you to the goal of adequate peace. In the long run, being divided within yourselves will lead to depletion. Writing this I'm hoping to point people in the right direction to peace and a sound mind. What saved my mental state of mind is putting my life in a moral perspective allowing me to sit in a place of contentment. Allowing me to understand that time allows you to apply thought placement in the aspects of motivation as a way to apply aspiration to my life pertaining to the character of creation. Applying the aspect to Maslow's hierarchy of needs in which the needs are physiological, safety, love and belonging, esteem, and self-actualization. Giving me a chance to take self-accountability applying the skill of eliminating the elaboration of depletion which would appeal to anxiety and depression by catering to the needs of the mind. In return put in an application of the henceforth of life with lessons from this point on changing my behavior.

In conclusion, this is the journey I've had to walk and realize for myself which led me to grow as an individual. I found my purpose was to point people to the truth in finding the essential peace that I have found within myself. Being as it may we as human beings have our own energy in it materialized essential knowledge that I illuminated to manage not only my own energy but the energy of my environment. With this comprehension, I will hold my standard giving me the ability to able to sort out resources needed to bring illumination to an establishment. I can't give people peace but I can show them the paths I've taken to achieve the peace I now hold within me in which I’ve built within myself a filter of the elimination of contradiction. I compared my thoughts to the ideal of the creator having no contradiction of establishing the concept of time giving justification to the experience of time. This gave me insight into how I conduct myself living in time critiquing the aspect of managing energy. In imaging, my relationship with God allowed me to intimately explore the aspects of life in which I am to live as well as experience. Gaining the appreciation of existence assisted in my conscious understanding of being alive offering consciousness participation alongside the physical experience. Giving insight into self insecurities displays a spiteful intention to your own ideal of your life’s existence piercing idealism of opposing self-sufficient freedom placing yourself in a flask like physique. These ideas place reasoning to depleting the nature of what was, is, as well as well be. Seeing as the piercing of the idealism of existence is on the aspect of perversion of the sinful flesh which can be put in perspective of placing your pleasure into beneficial view creating an essential aspect. Being as it may in the respect of time giving a chance to define myself I learned it is about nurturing the freedom that was identified. Freedom had to be identified for it to be lived responsibly by every living being as it gives itself to existence applying the aspect of giving and take transferring of energy aligning itself with the cycle of life. Life is a gift of precious time to not be given away because of inferior moments in your life. Life comes with emotional ups and downs giving wisdom of how to balance such emotions learning how to critique yourself making the necessary adjustments to achieve better results in your life. It's what you think of yourself that matters on the account that we are internal beings. Managing your internal energy assists in making better decisions resulting in positive outcomes depending of what you were expecting. Being as life comes with the expectations of replenishing in which is one of the ways nature identifies itself as continuous freedom we are to elaborate on how to preserve such freedom naturing it from a clear understanding of what is as well as what was given. Setting alongside function critiquing the practical experience one has out of one’s life of existence. In the expectations life, it is our personal duty to logically educate ourselves on the reality in which we live giving it the respect it deserves in every aspect. In this aspect learning to consciously admire yourself is the core of the concept of the all. There are endless possibilities of being the positive inspiration of life. You present to the world is who you are in conclusion to acknowledging who you are not. Growing up christian I was raised to hear the voice of God and ignore the voice of the devil meaning to live from good works and avoid evil doing. Seeing as I carry the vision of my actions it was important to my life’s being that I took self-accountability for all my actions. Being the superior species it was inevitable the question of a creator let alone be examined if the expectation of such a creator would have an effect on my behavior let alone opposed to such opposite ideas of such expectation would rival such behavior. Giving such evidence to being your own conscious entity gives the insight of all driven decisions derives from such conscious entity which is yourself. In relation to this book, I want to be understood that the developmental behavior of conscious growth is self ambition. Negative ideas can interrupt the path of our journey but positive ideas interrupt negative ideas affecting the journey. Articulating the positive and negative aspects of a situation allow you to pinpoint what solution best fits your situation. Circumstances we deal with on a daily basis in this life can throw us off balance making it seem hard to visualize a better condition. Keeping a good grip on your beings’ vision will get us through those circumstances. You have to realize you are not your circumstances. Life comes with a positive life lesson that becomes solutions that were made to set us on the right path when we have a good foundation. They were built to help you become what you are meant to be. A negative environment such as a dysfunctional home set that only displays negative situations can be a distraction to you but keeping a positive attitude can keep your mindset on the right track. As individuals, we must see our heart before we self-destruct without losing our sense of logic. Society is self-destructing because we are self-destructive. We can have world peace by seeing the heart within ourselves. I look at the world from a heart standpoint of view giving me a chance to critique my conscious in addition to my physical reality furnishing myself with absolute truths. Personalized negativity through self unawareness applying low self-worth will bring you low self-image will contribute to such behavior such as jealousy bring about intimidation towards unwarranted parties feeling inadequate. Low self-worth fills the void with things that are actually harming our well being in many aspects. We fail to realize that true success is already yours with the ambition to listen feeling within yourself what would be the better outcome of a situation. Our gifts are wrapped up in the veil of our own insecurities, self-doubts, and low self-worth but if you unwrap the presence of self-knowledge by putting in the work to unwrap the veils that blind you finding that you have everything you need. That's why we pray for things that are already ours because it's already done. We are praying to see the divine nature of who we are as an individual already placed in us. This was my journey of becoming an individual.